Archive for January, 2009

Today’s update

Well, I did the sugar thing again last night, however, I am just not buying anything else.  The 100 calorie packs are no longer a good snack if you eat more than one.  So I guess better just not to have them around. I did walk 4 miles yesterday and 2 miles so far today…Man I am pooped.  Just gotta get back in the groove

A sugar binge…

I do not know what happened to me this morning.  I have been loving my job and all the new things I get to do.  I have been working massive overtime (for me anyway) and all of a sudden this week, I just don’t wanna do any of it.  I don’t know why.  I am loving my job and the extra cash flow but my body and subconscience are saying no.  And to add insult to that, because I was feeling like not going to work and not getting out of bed, I got up this morning and had most of my points for the day…IN SUGAR.  I have been reading one of Bob Harper’s books and at least I can say this.  I am going to forgive myself and forge ahead.  I am going to try and make the rest of the day the best it can be and not punish myself for my slip in sanity this morning.!

Trying to reconnect…..

It has been a long time since I have been totally active on this site.  I lurk in the shadows reading everyones blog, but things have been so totally crazy for me.  I am now doing the job of two people.  I can do it, but it leaves me a lot less “free” time at work to play, I have no internet service at home, which is something I need to work on.  I miss everyone so terribly much.  I am absolutely apalled at myself.  I have lost 5 pounds which is good, but at Christmas, I got a rob and a hoodie from my mom and neither would fit because of my massive arms.  I love wearing sleeveless shirts (it is Texas).  I never care how big my arms were and now they just look massive.  So my goals for now are this….

 1.  Still try and plug away at the weight

2.  get arm exercises in daily.

3.  Blog at least every other day. 

 I may not comment on too many blogs, but know I am there reading some, it is just a time limitation for me right now.

Love you guys….