I am a little phunky today…
Ok, so I looked up an old friend on Myspace yesterday….I hadn’t talked to him for quite a while and I had quite a crush on him back in the day, but nothing ever happened and I don’t anymore, but of course that got me thinking about crap….about dating and about men. I have tried Eharmony and Match.com when I had money and they didn’t work out. There are more creeps on there than in real face to face meetings. So anyway, there is this girl at work who is doing both and all she is talking about it dating and I think quite honestly, she just wants the attention from it…because one of her dates is looming and she is going to chicken out of it. I would rather just not know about it. Oh, well, I am just having a moody day I guess. I just know everything will happen when the time is right, it is just so frustrating waiting. I keep thinking that if I lose weight I will be 100% happy with myself and therefore be able to have a decent relationship. If anyone has watched the biggest loser this season and has seen Jillian counsel her teams on why they keep on the weight….I would think that is the underlying reason for my weight is because I don’t want to enter the world of rejection and dating…oh well…the randomness of my thoughts I guess.
Everyone have a good day….Hot Rods are gonna dominate the weigh in this weekend ![]()
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